In 1963, with only $25 in her pocket and
her small stash of belongings packed in the trunk of her Ford, Durga
Ma set out to find answers she had sought since childhood. She had completed
her BA at the University of Missouri in only three years with an eye
to breaking free and satisfying her quest for knowledge and enlightenment.
Working jobs as she traveled westward,
her journey came to an abrupt halt when she reached the Pacific Ocean.
Within months of arriving in a small town in California, Durga Ma began
her first foray into the spiritual world for which she was destined.
She had her first experience of samadhi, years before she was
to hear the word or discover it described in Sanskrit mystical texts.
Her attempts to find someone who had the
knowledge she sought and the mastery to guide her, continued to fail.
She became depressed, sought distraction, and completed a Masters degree.
Discouraged and in despair, she threw in the towel and gave up. In spite
of all this, a few years later samadhi made a surprise return,
this time with clues that would take her to the portal of discovery.
Durga Ma found her spiritual master. She
did not see bright lights or hear fireworks. She simply recognized the
teachings of her master and his lineage as "familiar" and
was drawn to pursue them to their end. After so many years of seeking,
she was finally on her way.
Now, having attained success after many
years of yoga sadhana (spiritual practices leading to union
with God), Durga Ma has become a master in her own right. Replacing
her original spiritual name, Gandharvi, with the name of the goddess
from whom even the gods seek counsel, her students began calling her
Durga Ma. The story of her spiritual journey, Living the Mysteries,
by Dr. Terry Preston, may be found here
(a new window will open).
If you were to see Durga Ma on the street
today, you would probably not recognize her for who she is. On those
rare occasions when she leaves her home, what you would see would be
just another woman in her sixties. Having abandoned "uniforms"
in favor of moving about incognito, she wanders through life looking
at it through a very different set of eyes — eyes that see God
everywhere, in you and me, and in all creation. When asked how she felt
about having successfully completed her sadhana, she responded,
"Oh, there's always more."
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